Untitled (Mosquito) by Sectsygoatleather, literature
Literature
Untitled (Mosquito)
I saw a mosquito stuck to the pane outside the train window, adhered by its half-crushed body. I thought its dead legs fluttered loose in the breeze. But when the train would stop at a station, the mosquito's legs continued to stir in primitive, mindless malfunction and panic.
The sun shone through the clouds and, in the aged, dirty tint of the train windows, appeared aflame.
And the silhouette of the mosquito against those clouds trembled with ignition.
He never learned to smile correctly.
It's always been crooked and lopsided.
Sometimes,
his jaw is slanted
since he never learned to smile correctly.
He can still eat.
He can still drink.
But,
it's hard to believe
he was able to lead his life as normally as he did.
It's hard to believe
he survived being a kid
He never learned to dress himself.
He claims to be comfortable and satisfied.
Though,
we all know that this isn't possible
when you look like he does.
Why doesn't he just fix it?
Why doesn't he wear what we wear?
He makes me uncomfortable.
He is wrong.
Make him fix it
so that we can stop thinking about it
so that we
Wind and setting sun; a casual passing over.
I spied a dead bird on the factory floor by simple happenstance,
whose limbs folded tight against her ribcage,
twisted underneath dry leaves and curling paint.
The wind and sun again, more
deliberately stirring. Revealing
the spine, by then, in a perfect frame;
twisting back, displaying proud and radiating ribs
that diminished by her shoulder and throat.
And now her skull and delicate throat
removed of song and sinew.
Only sharp, hollow jaw and piercing eye that leers
both up at me and out through the shattered window
both up at me and out through the shattered window.
Dead Tree - Unfinished by Sectsygoatleather, literature
Literature
Dead Tree - Unfinished
high leaves freely drop.
dark roots lie still, wedged into soil.
stiff bark seals yellowing flesh,
growing tannic like castor oil.
dead roots release, but retain depth
while middle branches inward coil.
and bitter, yellow flesh thins to liquid,
bleeding wordlessly into soil.
So get this -
I was in the living room
when no one else was.
The whole place was empty.
The whole place was quiet,
except for the trains outside the window
that crashed and roared and hissed
and broke through rusty joints and screamed in the pain
and made all kinds of pervasive noise
because it was 2am and what else are they gonna do,
y'know?
So,
I turned the lights on in every room
even when some of the bulbs were long burned out.
I spoke each word out loud
of the book I was reading
until it grew into aphonetic droning.
So,
I went into the bathroom and took off all my clothes.
I shaved my beard in a way
that I had never d
As I lay,
Drinking Mountain Dew
From a moistened bottle,
While sun is generously draped
Equally across my hardened face,
And the soft, green grass and dandelions.
As I lay in my car,
Reclining in a sought-after peace,
I notice a whisper,
Lighter than air,
Just as silent.
Breezes of cotton from the trees;
Clouds that fly across my window.
One enters the window above my head.
It does not catch.
It does not lose stride.
It simply curves in the stilled current,
And exits out the other side,
Lost in the haze of cotton going by.
The rain clouds of worry
Shower no permanent puddles.
They simply run off into the gutter,
Evaporat
Sketches on 4am Bird by Sectsygoatleather, literature
Literature
Sketches on 4am Bird
A cry out in the wilderness,
possessing more than two wolves thrashing in the snow,
or a forest burning out of control.
More, even still,
than a rupturing mountain,
billowing smoke like a fiery fountain.
Of greater magnitude than these - I fell silent to it.
At the darkest and most forgotten edge of the night,
I bathed only in candlelight,
a song I heard.
Through this most empty of nights,
across the roaring river,
past great fields,
and over rolling hills, there was an old tree.
And in that old tree, a bird.
Or, so I heard.
Through this barren night,
Quiet and lonesome night,
The bird sang -
great soaring cries,
resplende
The Hollowing Breath by Sectsygoatleather, literature
Literature
The Hollowing Breath
The even kilter,
And the hollowing breath.
There is a myth of correlation
Between substance,
And balance.
That the world is realized:
Brimming with a vibrational hum and
Explosive wholeness.
Its edges are shaking,
With massive quantity,
And wildly reacting
To its expanding surface tension.
What of a world
Whose fleshy, steel core
Drains out through
A single, unbandaged wound
At the south pole?
What of this wholly realized world,
Empty and shimmering with resin
And oil?
What of the aching muscles,
Or the tired sinews of this world,
That distend completely
At the blinding dawn of its most full?
The world,
I realize now
The world is too safe, and it's a shame because its not a safe place. We in civilization live, like standing on a moving walkway at an airline, except it doesn't quite move in any one direction, merely fluctuates in and out as the fringes of a desert city. Its border is simply a few inches off the ground and its quick and jerky progression and recession can be seen with the naked eye, but its moving simply frustrates most of us, like the naked panic and hot spit of stubbing one's toe on the edge of a door when the blueing sky awakens them. That's really a major point of instinct, isn't it? Like that split second after you break from REM sleep
Untitled (Mosquito) by Sectsygoatleather, literature
Literature
Untitled (Mosquito)
I saw a mosquito stuck to the pane outside the train window, adhered by its half-crushed body. I thought its dead legs fluttered loose in the breeze. But when the train would stop at a station, the mosquito's legs continued to stir in primitive, mindless malfunction and panic.
The sun shone through the clouds and, in the aged, dirty tint of the train windows, appeared aflame.
And the silhouette of the mosquito against those clouds trembled with ignition.
He never learned to smile correctly.
It's always been crooked and lopsided.
Sometimes,
his jaw is slanted
since he never learned to smile correctly.
He can still eat.
He can still drink.
But,
it's hard to believe
he was able to lead his life as normally as he did.
It's hard to believe
he survived being a kid
He never learned to dress himself.
He claims to be comfortable and satisfied.
Though,
we all know that this isn't possible
when you look like he does.
Why doesn't he just fix it?
Why doesn't he wear what we wear?
He makes me uncomfortable.
He is wrong.
Make him fix it
so that we can stop thinking about it
so that we
Wind and setting sun; a casual passing over.
I spied a dead bird on the factory floor by simple happenstance,
whose limbs folded tight against her ribcage,
twisted underneath dry leaves and curling paint.
The wind and sun again, more
deliberately stirring. Revealing
the spine, by then, in a perfect frame;
twisting back, displaying proud and radiating ribs
that diminished by her shoulder and throat.
And now her skull and delicate throat
removed of song and sinew.
Only sharp, hollow jaw and piercing eye that leers
both up at me and out through the shattered window
both up at me and out through the shattered window.
Dead Tree - Unfinished by Sectsygoatleather, literature
Literature
Dead Tree - Unfinished
high leaves freely drop.
dark roots lie still, wedged into soil.
stiff bark seals yellowing flesh,
growing tannic like castor oil.
dead roots release, but retain depth
while middle branches inward coil.
and bitter, yellow flesh thins to liquid,
bleeding wordlessly into soil.
So get this -
I was in the living room
when no one else was.
The whole place was empty.
The whole place was quiet,
except for the trains outside the window
that crashed and roared and hissed
and broke through rusty joints and screamed in the pain
and made all kinds of pervasive noise
because it was 2am and what else are they gonna do,
y'know?
So,
I turned the lights on in every room
even when some of the bulbs were long burned out.
I spoke each word out loud
of the book I was reading
until it grew into aphonetic droning.
So,
I went into the bathroom and took off all my clothes.
I shaved my beard in a way
that I had never d
As I lay,
Drinking Mountain Dew
From a moistened bottle,
While sun is generously draped
Equally across my hardened face,
And the soft, green grass and dandelions.
As I lay in my car,
Reclining in a sought-after peace,
I notice a whisper,
Lighter than air,
Just as silent.
Breezes of cotton from the trees;
Clouds that fly across my window.
One enters the window above my head.
It does not catch.
It does not lose stride.
It simply curves in the stilled current,
And exits out the other side,
Lost in the haze of cotton going by.
The rain clouds of worry
Shower no permanent puddles.
They simply run off into the gutter,
Evaporat
Sketches on 4am Bird by Sectsygoatleather, literature
Literature
Sketches on 4am Bird
A cry out in the wilderness,
possessing more than two wolves thrashing in the snow,
or a forest burning out of control.
More, even still,
than a rupturing mountain,
billowing smoke like a fiery fountain.
Of greater magnitude than these - I fell silent to it.
At the darkest and most forgotten edge of the night,
I bathed only in candlelight,
a song I heard.
Through this most empty of nights,
across the roaring river,
past great fields,
and over rolling hills, there was an old tree.
And in that old tree, a bird.
Or, so I heard.
Through this barren night,
Quiet and lonesome night,
The bird sang -
great soaring cries,
resplende
The Hollowing Breath by Sectsygoatleather, literature
Literature
The Hollowing Breath
The even kilter,
And the hollowing breath.
There is a myth of correlation
Between substance,
And balance.
That the world is realized:
Brimming with a vibrational hum and
Explosive wholeness.
Its edges are shaking,
With massive quantity,
And wildly reacting
To its expanding surface tension.
What of a world
Whose fleshy, steel core
Drains out through
A single, unbandaged wound
At the south pole?
What of this wholly realized world,
Empty and shimmering with resin
And oil?
What of the aching muscles,
Or the tired sinews of this world,
That distend completely
At the blinding dawn of its most full?
The world,
I realize now
The world is too safe, and it's a shame because its not a safe place. We in civilization live, like standing on a moving walkway at an airline, except it doesn't quite move in any one direction, merely fluctuates in and out as the fringes of a desert city. Its border is simply a few inches off the ground and its quick and jerky progression and recession can be seen with the naked eye, but its moving simply frustrates most of us, like the naked panic and hot spit of stubbing one's toe on the edge of a door when the blueing sky awakens them. That's really a major point of instinct, isn't it? Like that split second after you break from REM sleep
Deviantart, I love you. Kinda always will. But I dunno... you're kind of immature. I need a site that features poetry exclusively.
Tell you what - I'll keep you around, but let's see other people, mkay?
My state of jagged insanity has been dulled somewhat, I guess. I'd be remiss if I were forced to state all the changes I've undergone since last I posted. I've thought many things, written some of them down, girls have come and gone... yeah, I don't know.
It is the mother of creativity.
Actually, angst is. But I have fallen out of using that as inspiration. Kind of a cheap shot.
... I'll stick with boredom. Check out my new drawings.
ZOMG! sorreh for all that confusion the other day! but it all worked out anyhow. I saw the website Guillies was talking about, it's some kind of book we're supposed to advertize. the sample video really did leave something to be desired in the editorial department. but I haven't read all the fine print yet, it may be a disguised scam. I'll talk to ya more tommorrow ^_^